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I Cannot Help ItI know I must look forward, and move on with life. No matter what is ahead, may I have the strength and courage to face it. I will try my hardest in every way.  
 
I cannot help but fall in tears and miss what I once knew and lived in. I wish I can go back and walk there. The places I went, my everyday routine, the unforgettable distances I walked everyday, the way things went.  
 
Now I have no choice but to close my eyes, see them as just memories now, and turn around to face this new life. A path I have no idea of how it is going to be. I am not sure if it will be alright. But like I have a choice.  
 
As I go I Cannot Help It
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To Parents Out ThereParents out there should:   
encourage their kids out there to get better, stronger and face the world. Not hide with their blankets and cry about things. They should not beat them up or mistreat their kids over failures or grudges within themselves. Take your crap out on the source or yourself, but leave the kids with joy, happiness, and a good childhood.  
 
Be there for your kid. Teach yourself as you go along with them. Fix every mistake you do for their sake. Lead them to paths that they can learn to face. Do not act like you can dodge every bad influence from them. Eventually they have to face the world as it is. The To Parents Out There
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Building Blocks Of EmotionsI feel anxious, angry, disturbed by anything, like everything around me is something I can barely take. I hate everything, annoyed by certain people, certain things, and can barely stand and walk my path in life.  
 
Why am I like this? Why did everything turn out the way it did? I did not mean to do certain things, act certain ways, end chapters the way I did. So where did this current state in my life come from? Why do I feel this way?   
If I take a moment, and forget what is around me, I try to relax and examine myself. Ask "why am I so angry"? Then the answers will come. Maybe it actually comes from sadness of somethi Building Blocks Of Emotions
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Waking Up To Another Day

Sun Nov 22, 2009, 10:23 AM
  • Mood: Daily Needs
Just last night, my husband's cousin who moved to Florida just recently came by to stay for a bit for Thanksgiving. Happy to see her again. She and I get along very well and she loves the kids a lot.

My husband is better, but am keeping an eye to make sure he is not dumb enough to keep pushing himself so hard. So not only should he see a doctor, but all of us should. My back is not doing so well and neither is my hip. I can't seem to move it like I used to. So that is worrying me.

I miss my coffee partner, with whom I watch "The Doctors" with. In other words, my mom. We bonded a lot while I was stuck in Jersey before I started my life here in Allentown. As I understood, my in laws are already trying to move to another house within 6 months time at least. This was a last minute choice of a house, due to the fact that we were rushed out of the Bushkill house. It really sucks, but we are hanging in there for now. Hopefully things will get better for now.

Hope everyone is alright, and trying to be there for my husband more than ever, and also trying to be a better everything. Also trying to exercise everyday when I can, to feel better. ^^

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I AM A FAN OF:

ALL MY CHARACTERS CREATED IN MY BOOK SERIES
Joey Wheeler-Yugioh
Dark Magician-Yugioh
Robin-Teen Titans
Rock Lee-Naruto
Naruto Uzumaki-Naruto
Toby- Astro Boy
All 10 characters that I owned-Phantasy Star Online
AND MUCH MORE....

Here is the link to my PLAYLIST if anyone wants to see my style in music and history of me.

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PLEASE FEEL FREE TO STOP BY MY CELL PHONE SERIES THAT I CREATED RECENTLY. IT IS A SET OF SCENES THAT I ACTED OUT MYSELF ONTO MY CELL PHONE RECORDINGS ON BEHALF OF THE CHARACTERS OF MY BOOK SERIES. I HAD A BLAST ACTING THEM OUT, AND ALSO MADE LOTS OF MISTAKES. OH AND ALSO TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK OF IT. xD

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  • Current Residence: Bushkill, Pennsylvania
  • Interests: Anime, Naruto, etc.
  • Favourite movie: too many xD ^^
  • Favourite band or musician: Hans Zimmer, John Ottman
  • Favourite genre of music: Soundtracks
  • Favourite photographer: Myself
  • Favourite style of art: Anime, sketching, painting, etc.
  • Favourite game: Phantasy Star Online Episode 1 & 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: All places and theme songs of PSO
  • Favourite cartoon character: Rock Lee
  • Personal Quote: When I said that hard work was no match with true genius, You said I was a genius of hard work

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~AstroBoyGF Nov 14, 2009, 7:31:29 AM
thanks for the watch^^

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I LOVE ASTROBOY!!

I'm AstroBoy in dA's Tezuka Crew
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~Asphaniss Nov 14, 2009, 7:38:18 AM
oh your welcome ^^
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~Royevan251 Nov 12, 2009, 9:17:50 PM
thanks for the watch!
nice to see people who like PSO other than me ^^

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Im such an otaku its not even funny
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~Asphaniss Nov 13, 2009, 6:45:24 PM
Oh HAHAHAHA yeah really! The only gamer besides myself that plays that with me is my own husband who introduced me to the game and also my bro. And your welcome. xD
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~RachelF18 Nov 6, 2009, 11:10:56 PM
thanks for the fave.

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I am strange and I like it . -Me

Normal is overrated.- Me

No it wasn't me it was the one armed man. -The Mask
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~mikhail86 Oct 31, 2009, 5:58:05 PM
thanx for the fave!
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~DarkAngelMilly Oct 30, 2009, 3:29:54 PM
wow

(enough said)

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If you love someone,
Let them go,
If they return to you,
Put several nine inch blades into their head,
If they come back,

Run,

Just run...





Uh, I was just pretending to be a vampire!
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~Sakarah-Rei-Northrup Oct 16, 2009, 5:15:49 PM
thank you for the fav!! Very appreciated! :3

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when im a bullet shot out of a gun,when im a firecracker coming undone, when im a fugitive ready to run, all wide eyed and crazy, wherever my reckless self takes me, baby, you save me. - Kenny Chesney - you save me
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